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i liked it when you held my hand
i actually wanted to stop time just so you could hold my hand for a little longer.
i felt you weren’t gonna let go,
but you never forced me to stay..
once in a while the memories slip in,
and i can’t help but wish i could have had more time.
i don’t regret what i said.
but i still keep thinking about how things would be if i took the other way.
right now i want you to be my friend.
that’s what i told you
i was sure that’s what i want
but there’s still one thing i forgot to say….
i just… i want you close.
i know it would hurt you..
my mind keeps saying it would,
but my heart just won’t stop wanting you close.
it hurts how much i want you close.
because love is not my reason… i think.
all i know is that i want you to be my friend.
and that I WANT YOU CLOSE…
I WANT YOU CLOSE.
