i wonder….
Sunday August 23, 2009
how it feels to die…. though i’m living an almost perfect life,
i wonder.
blood dripping down these snow white arms…
heartbeat fading with every breath.
you’d feel the pain, eating up all that’s keeping you from falling.
but the best ecstasy is that which numbs all the senses,
with one cut, one kill.
the best ecstasy, is seeing the good ones falter, like wilting petals, knowing you’re going with them, to a much better place, now that you cut yourslef and that there’s no turning back. the best ecstasy is to leave this hell they, your own personal devils, subdue upon you each day.
the best ecstasy, if not to KILL, is to DIE.
—————-this is an angry post.
