here’s another truth.
i shouldn’t care, i’ve already move on, but one can never totally forget. no one can ever totally forget, even patients with amnesia have dreams about their past. even crazy people have their “lucid” intervals. even patients with alzhiemer’s….. we all know where that’s going.
i loved him, the moment everything went wrong.
the moment i said goodbye.
then he proved to me he was not worth it at all…
and now, i say i’ve moved on, but i can’t deny, i still remember loving him…. once in a while.
now…. more than ever.
i love someone else. i love him, i love him, i love him. and reading this won’t ever help you understand how much i love him, but i know deep in me that i love him more than i’ve ever loved a guy before. how i wish you could feel the gravity of the emotions..
love and hate. forgetting and remembering.
everything is so overwhelming.
and that’s another truth.
